I constantly see. At night (especially at night), I see moving forms that look like ... You know how J. is dressed, [[Like Punjabis, with a long jacket and tight-fitting pants. ]] or Dr. Agarwal [[Who wears a "Gandhi cap" and sports a long beard. ]] ... Oh, speaking of Dr. Agarwal, when Pralhad [his son] died, his mother was very anxious to know if he had come to me. I told her, "Nothing, I haven't seen anything." So I don't know if it's as a result of that or if I thought about it, but two days ago (the day before yesterday), I went for a stroll in a forest of the vital! ... Mon petit, it was beautiful! Oh, a magnificent forest, and so well maintained, so clean, oh, it was lovely! A really magnificent place, really magnificent. Then, I suddenly see a youngish Pralhad there, a mere lad, coming towards me and telling me (in a despairing tone), "I don't know, can't find the religion." I told him, "You don't need a religion!" He said, "Oh, there's another man here who can't find a religion." And that was Benjamin! [[A disciple who died six years earlier, in December 1962. See the story of his death in Agenda 4, January 12, 1963. ]] I said, "He's an idiot! He doesn't need to find a religion!" There you are: Benjamin lost in a mar-vel-ous forest (it's beautiful, you know!) because he can't find a religion! And Pralhad looking for a religion! ... So I wanted to send a line to his mother to tell her, "Be consoled, Pralhad is in a very beautiful place! ..." He looked very well. He was very well dressed... page 277 , Mother's Agenda , volume 9 , 9th Oct - 1968